The Little Angel

                                                     

I was walking through the kitchen in my home searching for some tucks to have in a raining evening,my mom was sitting in veranda with a cup of black tea in her hand and she was saying Vishnu your tea is here come here don't search anything in kitchen there is nothing to eat in kitchen and when i heard that my face turned in to a cat face,with some anger in one side and  some sadness in another side,at the same time i heard a beeping voice in my phone 'U have a New friend request' this was there in back of that beep sound,and when i checked that message at that time i don't know that message was sent by the god almighty to make me to meet an Angel,and when i accepted that friend request there was only one thing in my mind,just to make some money to get some tucks  so that when ever i go to the kitchen there will be something to eat and never my mom is going to sit with only one black tea in her hand,we all know that there is some extra power behind human and we call him 'God'  when i accept that friend request i understood one thing that the angel was not searching for me but she was searching for one of her cousin.I don't know why may be  that angel will be gods favourite one,i don't feel like telling lies to her,i told her the truth that i'am not the one whom she is searching for, What ever, after few days she gave me a message that she got her cousin whom she was searching for.May be she texted me back just because i told her the truth. I don't know whether my inner mind was waiting for her messages; suddenly when i got her message i felt happy and texted back.Thus the chat continued with her,and that chatting made us to start a new togetherness of life and when i am going through this new life i am getting to know  why god made me as a human,and why he gave me a lot of sufferings in my life and why my father started to be an Alcoholic and why he started to destroy everything that he had made through his whole life and why his son started to destroy his life in an another form of addiction called Drugs and for all this questions god gave me one answer,he made me to meet my Little 19years Angel.If all this shit never happened i may not be meeting my angel and will not be able to start a beautiful life with this little kid who taught me the meaning of Life and how i cannot be my father and how i can escape from my addictions with out the help of any useless counselling.

                                                                                      Thanks to my Little angel who taught me how to find the real inner peace in me and the value of the people around me.